YM778.TV Chapter 128: It's her
The village library was small, just a single room attached to the local inn, but it was packed with books that seemed to have been passed down through generations. I approached the elderly librarian, a woman with a kind smile but sharp, knowing eyes.
"Good morning," I said, trying to keep my voice steady. "I\'m looking for information about old rituals, specifically those related to memory and identity. Do you have anything that might help?"
She gave me a curious look, her hands stilling on the dusty book she had been shelving. "Rituals, you say? That\'s not something people ask about every day." Her eyes narrowed slightly as she seemed to weigh whether or not to trust me.
"Yes," I replied, forcing a smile. "It\'s… for research. I\'m studying old magical practices." I was being truthful, just not entirely forthcoming. But I didn\'t want to scare her off.
After a moment of hesitation, the librarian nodded and led me to a section in the back corner of the room. The books here were older, with cracked leather bindings and yellowed pages. "These might be what you\'re looking for," she said. "But be careful with them. They\'re fragile."
I thanked her and began poring over the texts. Some were written in languages I couldn\'t even begin to decipher, but others contained familiar symbols and phrases. Hours passed as I read, taking notes and cross-referencing passages.
The more I learned, the more a sense of unease settled over me.
The ritual I had read about wasn\'t just a simple spell or incantation. It was a dark, complex magic that required immense power and immense sacrifice. It wasn\'t just about erasing memories, but about completely reshaping a person\'s soul, binding them to a purpose until that purpose was fulfilled.
The more I read, the more it became clear that this ritual had been used to create the kind of ruthless, remorseless warriors that the Brotherhood needed.
The realization made my skin crawl. Had I really been one of those warriors? Had I willingly subjected myself to this?
As the afternoon wore on, I took a break to clear my head. The librarian had brought me a cup of tea, which sat untouched beside me. I sipped it now, letting the warmth spread through me as I stared out the small window, lost in thought.
Just as I was about to return to the books, I heard the door to the library creak open. A group of villagers had entered, and they were speaking in hushed tones. I couldn\'t catch much of what they were saying, but I heard snippets of conversation that made my heart race.
"...looks just like her…"
"...Brotherhood…"
"...dangerous…"
I tried to stay calm as I continued to leaf through the pages, but my hands shook slightly. Could they be talking about me? Surely, they couldn\'t have recognized me. I had been careful, keeping to myself and avoiding drawing too much attention.
But as I glanced up, I caught the eye of a young woman among the group. Her face went pale, and she quickly turned away, whispering something to the man beside her. My chest tightened as I realized that they were indeed talking about me.
I stood up, trying to appear nonchalant as I gathered my things. Maybe it was just a coincidence.
Maybe they had mistaken me for someone else. But as I moved toward the exit, the group visibly tensed. They exchanged nervous glances, and one of the men took a step back, as if ready to bolt.
"Excuse me," I said, my voice sounding more confident than I felt. "Is something wrong?"
The man who had stepped back now stood frozen, his eyes wide with fear. "It\'s her," he muttered to the others, his voice trembling. "It\'s the one they told us about."
I felt a cold chill run down my spine. "Told you about?" I repeated, trying to keep my voice steady. "What do you mean?"
The woman who had first seen me grabbed the man\'s arm, pulling him back further. "We know who you are," she said, her voice low and shaky. "We\'ve heard stories—about the woman who led them."
My heart pounded in my chest. "You must be mistaken," I said quickly, but even as the words left my mouth, I knew they sounded hollow.
The fear in their eyes told me everything I needed to know. They weren\'t mistaken—they knew exactly who I was, or at least, who I had been.
The man looked around, as if expecting an attack at any moment. "We don\'t want any trouble," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "We just want you to leave."
His words hit me like a physical blow. They were terrified of me, of what I represented. The very people I had once sworn to protect were now looking at me like I was a monster.
"I\'m not here to hurt anyone," I said, trying to keep the desperation out of my voice. "I\'m just trying to find answers."
But it was too late. The woman shook her head, her grip on the man\'s arm tightening. "Please," she begged, her voice breaking. "Just go."
I opened my mouth to say something more, but before I could, they turned and ran out of the library, the door slamming shut behind them. The librarian, who had been watching from behind the counter, looked at me with a mix of pity and fear.
"I… I should go," I stammered, feeling the weight of their fear pressing down on me. I grabbed my bag and hurried out of the library, the books I had been reading left forgotten on the table.
As I stepped out into the village square, the sun was beginning to set, casting long shadows across the cobblestone streets. I felt a heavy sense of unease settle over me. The villagers were avoiding me, their gazes averted as they hurried past.
I was alone in this, just like I had been all those years ago. The fear in their eyes reminded me of who I had been of what I had done.
And it was a harsh reminder that no matter how much I had changed, my past would always be there, lurking in the shadows, waiting to catch up with me.
I knew I needed to keep moving, but the sense of isolation was overwhelming. For the first time since I had started this journey, I felt truly lost.
I turned down a narrow alley, trying to shake off the feeling of dread that clung to me.
But as I rounded the corner, I found myself face-to-face with a group of people villagers, by the looks of them who had been waiting for me. Their eyes were wide with fear, but also with something else determination.
Before I could react, they scattered, running in different directions, leaving me standing alone in the darkening street. My heart sank as I realized what had just happened.
They were afraid of me. They knew who I was or at least, who I had been. And they wanted nothing to do with me.
The thought made my chest tighten with a pain I hadn\'t felt in a long time. I had been so focused on finding answers, on uncovering the truth, that I hadn\'t stopped to consider the consequences. But now, as I stood there, alone and shunned, I realized just how much my past was still haunting me.
I didn\'t have time to dwell on it. If the villagers were running, it meant they thought I was a threat.
And if they thought I was a threat, it wouldn\'t be long before others did too. I needed to find a safe place to continue my research, somewhere far away from prying eyes and fearful villagers.
But as I turned to leave the village, I couldn\'t shake the feeling that I was being watched. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end, and I quickly looked around, but there was no one there. Still, the feeling of unease lingered, like a dark cloud hanging over me.
I pulled my hood up, trying to blend into the shadows as I made my way out of the village. I needed to keep moving, to find somewhere safe where I could continue my research without fear of being recognized.
But the fear in the villagers\' eyes stayed with me, a constant reminder of the darkness that still lurked within me.
As I walked, I couldn\'t help but wonder what I would find if I kept digging into my past. Would I uncover more horrors, more reasons for people to fear me? Or would I finally find the answers I had been searching for, the key to unlocking the truth of who I really was?
Only time would tell. But one thing was certain I couldn\'t turn back now. I had come too far, and the truth, no matter how dark or painful, was the only way forward.